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Tuesday, February 09, 2010 glitter in the air Every night, without fail, my dad will ask me "Everything okay? How's school?" and almost every time that happens, he'll walk away before I reply anything. So, should I feel happy 'cause it proves that he do care to ask about my well-being or should I feel sad 'cause he actually can't really be bothered with my answer? 9:43 PM
Monday, February 08, 2010 dont forget Did you regret Ever standing by my side Did you forget What we were feeling inside Now I'm left to forget About us And all the past Is just a lesson that we've learned I won't forget Please don't forget us But somewhere we went wrong Our love is like a song But you won't sing along You've forgotten About us 9:38 PM
Sunday, February 07, 2010 its time to get over yourself Auf Wiedesehen , i just knew banana doesnt grow on trees . fuck says (10:37 PM): still stuck on cry me out =/ syaHEERA says (10:37 PM): can cry listening to it on a depressing day Auf Wiedesehen , i just knew banana doesnt grow on trees . fuck says (10:38 PM): especially last thursday syaHEERA says (10:38 PM): damn right yes Yay to all Pixie Lott's lovers♥ Arrrrgh yes, Thursday was like bleargh. Bad bad day :( Oh wellz. My heart just skipped a beat. Okay never mind. 10:40 PM my band aid My dinner: Damn nice chocolate cupcakes, Curry puffs, Bread and Sup Tulangs and probably some other stuffs I can't remember already. I really enjoyed eating but the aftermath... so sinful. I asked my 5-year-old cousin to touch my body and feel if I was fat Me: Am I fat? Him: No! If you got baby inside, then you fat. Hahaha. I love him so damn much. I feel like eating more now.... Ok kidding. 8:14 PM
Thursday, February 04, 2010 imma have you  "No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid to fall. No one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what's in it. No one is afraid to say I Love You, they are afraid of the response" 8:42 PM kiss in the sand I feel sad that I think I can write 100 heartbreaking poems this instant if I had the skills. Nothing related to my previous entry. I WANT MY YOGHURT NOW. 2:33 PM
Wednesday, February 03, 2010 i just haven't met you yet So here I go. Lately, I've been thinking about the same old thing over and over again. It keeps running in and out of my mind. Something that this heart is feeling but it seems like a hassle for me to put it into words, but I'm trying. Never have I been into anything real, as in, real enough for me say that I was really in Love - something that requires pure commitment and sincerity, other than that are just plain bullshit. Maybe I'm made this way, a way where I'd rather be the one getting hurt than me hurting others. When someone gets closer to me, I always have this fear that one day we'll drift apart and act as though we're strangers who used to be lovers. That, in my case, always happen. I know I shouldn't be thinking of the negatives but there's just something in me that reminds me that I need to be prepared for the worst. Maybe it's the experience. I guess I have not changed that much 'cause I'm still facing the same old problem. Like I've probably said before, it's like a routine, just a different being. Okay, at least I feel some change in me, for the better that is - I've learnt to handle such heartbreaks better. I've learnt to not care too much though I can't help but to. I've learnt that it's not worth it. I've learnt that those tears I shed don't mean a thing. I've learnt to let go. I'm moving on. Been moving on since forever. Just that I'm quite not sure where I'm going, but I hope it's somewhere better. 9:44 PM  8:29 PM blow me a kiss In lab now, munching on Maltesers ♥ Just finished my mango yoghurt a while ago. Yumzxz. Now now I'm bored. Am in heels today, for fun sake! :) A classmate just went "You have a blog?!" Yes I doooooo. Having a test later, God knows what it'll be on. I'm done with my webpage. I guess I got everyone addicted to the song I placed in it. Hahaha yay. 8:18 AM
Tuesday, February 02, 2010 i never told you And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you and after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you 10:05 PM too little too late I can love with all of my heart baby I know I have so much to give With a player like you, I don’t have a prayer That’s no way to live, no 2:14 PM |